Sometimes you just need to let out an angry guttural scream! The kind that rocks your soul and makes you feel like doing something stupid, like punch a tree.

Leach out this poison of self hatred
Help me to not want to make them suffer like I am
How can something so insignificant grate me so deep
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRGHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRG
AHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
and then the guilt and self-loathing cycle starts again.

Lift your head up girl, get on your knees, start again, stretch your limits a little farther.